EDIBLE PENCILS

 i was rummaging through the old stuff when i found pretty cool thingss! i found like dad's ancient minolta camera the ones that use the film and all. it's realy cool. i bought a new set of film to fit it in. gonna take a hell lot of pics tmr and hopefully develop them! (:
cool shit yo.

 love the silence.

orientation has been pretty cool i guess. grats to the organising committees.

 


while coming home from church today, we saw a cat. my mum started to miaow at it for some good reason and it crawled out of it's comfort zone. while we walked in to the lift the cat followed us in. as much as i wanted to keep it mum refused cos she knew the mess it would bring. however the cat just refused to get out of the lift and followed us 15 storeys up where my mum carried it down again to get rid of it, as in let it go stray. 

then it got me started thinking. isn't that how it works in our lives as well? God wants to be with us everywhere we go in our lives. He knocks on the doors of our hearts for us to just accept him and to realize that He wants us in His kingdom. but many of just put that fact at the back of our minds and probably choose to ignore it because we know that the christian life is not easy? full of ups and downs, obstaceles that block our way. persecution or what's not. just like how my mum refused the cat cos the mess it would bring. please don't get me wrong, i'm not saying that God's position is as high as a cat, but i'm just trying to bring out a point of our ignorance to the holy spirit that lives around us and in us everyday and minute. how many times do we listen to it and hear the voice of the Lord? or do we deliberately push it aside.

so the question is, are we going to be that person? refusing the knock of a saviour? or perhaps not heeding the words and guidance of the Lord. 

beautiful words that seem so easy to say but difficult to actually comprehend and carry out. when all troubles come do we blame Him or confide in Him? when we face tragedies do we find fault with each other, especially at God or give thanks and claim that it's His will, for it is well with my soul.

 when i first started this blog, i promised myself it would be the one and only one i'll keep alive, so i shall stick to that. 
life has been sucky since weds without a phone ); i really hope i'll be able to get it back );
 don't know how many times i've cried over it already. 
God, i'm crying out for mercy.



today is the 5th and also Christmas. the joy of christmas is the sharing love He has given us unconditionally, just like how i would want it to be for him.
merry christmas everybody.
God bless.

Tmr tmr tmr!
Can't wait.
hehe.

Imy so much.

L's back.


was really bored this afternoon. webcammed with B1. hahahah. super funnyy!

i think her eyes do look smaller without contacts!
hhahaha we both were like suakus trying to configure the whole programmeee hahaha
b1: don't think you mac book pro you good hur!


oovoo's a fake version of messenger!!

HAHA. addicted to if you wanna be my lover! hahahh! it's super cool! I LIKE! hahahaha.

i think i'm zi-highing LOL. joan knows what i'm talking about hahhaha.

tell me what you want, what you really really wantt. hahahahhahahahaha.

indulging myself in music, the only way for me to forget about unpleasant things on my mind.

tomorrow!


I THINK HE'S (it, rather) SOOOO CUTEEE. hahaahaha!

L's leaving for malaysia tmrrrrrrr. aw mann. gonna miss ya alrightttttt. :/

had fish and co today! (: super niceee hahahah.

i really've got no idea what i'm gonna do for the next one week. God help me.

had a fever last night and this morning, wasn't exactly the greatest feeling ever. splitting headache now mentally, emotionally, physically. i'm not the best person for dilemas, really.


don' know how many times must nature repeat it's course over and over again.
each time it happens, it doesn't bring about a happy feeling.
the otherwise instead.
can we please stop this?
i'm can go on no more like this everytime this happens.
just confused.
what am i supposed to do
will someone tell me?

heard about uncle larry's passing on today. very saddening indeed. life's that short uh. make full use of it i guess, live it with joy and gladness that He gives each day.

"For I know the plans i have for you" declares the Lord, " plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future"

 okayokay, i'm posting as i promised if not somebody will go crankyyyy. hahaha.

tomorrow's lessons are gonna suck big time seriously, real big time. triple sciences with english. how cool is that. have to meet LFF after that LYM there after. then when i go home, gotta waste my life for a frigging 2 hours of chinese tuition. 

urghh, hate life as a student in singapore. sucks big time. 

anyway, i thank God for friction if not i would have fallen into a drain twice today. :D converse shoes still got hope bah. hahaha.


OHOHOH!  i found my anklet! :D super happy :D hahah! guess what i bought 2 packets of warheads today, hopefully they'll last me for tomorrow's lessons :/




p.s all the best for your job interview tomorrow okay! (:

 camp's over.

well done 27th(:

we did our best, we did all we could but we achieved what we wanted didn't we? the feeling of satisfaction was definitely pleasing wasn't it :d

hey 27th, i love everyone of you (:

 it was birthday on saturdayyy :D

we met at 10am then we bused on 143 to go to vivoo. LONGLONG RIDE. received my presentttt :DD loved it okayyyyy, realllyyy(:
hmmm, CARL'S JUNIOR! OMGG SUPER FULL! thenthenthen watched my sister's keeperrr, hmmm kinda okay lo. someone begs to differ thoughhh.

thenthenthen ate b and j. choco mac againnn! :D thenthen we bused to buona vista for crabbyyyy. met uncle yon and jess(: she's prettyyy hahah. ate a lot alot, thereafter we went to hagaan daaz for fondue choc and ice cream cake :D thanks uncle yong and D :D


on sunday, churched. went o eat lunch then went to joanne's house for table tennis. that was when everything happened i guess. 

monday, went to RP for the last day. YES! but unfortunately the start of some stuff. bad stuff.

today, bad. just bad. don't mention about it. really bad. 

 UPDATING BECAUSE SOMEONE IS BUGGING ME TO DO SO. 

results sucked a hell lot. much worse than before the republic thing is making me go crazy really. it's so far yet not of my interest. having a fever now actually may not make it tmr.

i really can't wait luh. i really wanna see what you did okayyyy i want to seeeeee!!!

 i've learnt so many things about myself these past days.

first, i grow cranky at boring places
i go crazy at boring places
i jump alot at cold places

really pissed at her, really. it's not only happening to me. how can you be so insenstive really. the world doesn't revolve around you and you only. i bet you don't even feel bad about what you've done don't you. oh wait you don't even know this is for you. think you've seen the world? think again.

you're just plain selfish

 EXAMS ARE OVER.

like whoohoo!~ x10000000000000000000000000000000000000000

went shopping after exams. first part really sucked a hell lot cos of some reasons. then it got better i guess(: met uncle yong for really nice and expensive dessertttt! haha. 

took a reallyreallyreally long ride home.

D made me waste 20 EMPTY taxis that i could have taken to vivo in stead of waiting for the damn 66 bus from bb.  TSK.

whoohoo!~ going shopping tmr at townnn! :d MONEYMONEYMONEYY I NEED MONEY!~